- You think you're alone, but you're not the only one.
- Alone, but happy.
- What's it gonna take for you to leave me alone?
- Why can't you just leave me alone - you're the reason I'm in so much pain.
- It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone
- Stand up for what you believe in even if it means standing alone.
Have been thinkin for a few days ,
This year didnt go smoothly for me ,
I have left my friend , i thought to myself , why did i did that?
Why did i make that decision , im seriously , unable to figure out wad happened to me ,
I get jealous over small things , i never listen or shld i say obey the rules ,
I am starting to think im having problems , but i cant tell anyone wad im goin throught bcoz i don wan them to worry for me , i always thought that im strong enough to solve all problems by myself im wrong , i realise that tellin someone wad im feelin makes mi feel better , but , i cant , i really cant
I don have the strenght to go on , im feelin useless , i feel that i have been very inmature ,
I really need a listenin ear , bt i don knw who to approach , i jus feel so helpless very very ,
Sometimes i ask myself , why am i so useless ? why cant i jus concentrate on one thing ?
School has nt been gd for mi either , TEACHERS have been very demanding , TEACHERS ain't wad other students always say , ' THEY ARE GOOD " i don think so , I wont name the teacher out , DO SHE EVEN UNDERSTAND MY PROBLEM NOW ? Other than SCOLDING ME , Wad else can you do ? Other than SHOUTING AT ME , Wad can you do ? Other than saying im useless , Wad can you do ? I give eu a suggestion , Take a knife and kill mi then , I have enough problems , why are teachers not understanding ? WHY ?WHY ? WHY ? i jus seriously need someone to tell me , This are nightmares , I seriously don knw wads goin on , Even teachers i say TEACHERS , tell mi im NOT A SUITABLE CHOICE . im seriously hurt very hurt , do you knw , i have been holdin back my tears ? Do you ? I seriously jus need someone to tell me , ' Syg , Everything is gonna be alrite , this are all temporary ' , Why cant teachers tell me that ? Other than SCOLDING ME , Showing me THAT FUCKIN FACE OF YOURS , Wad else can eu do ,
Sometimes i wonder , why must i get sad over that matter ?
Hais , i wan to quit school , it have been very hard for me , im very sad ,
I will not get upset over this matter , if TEACHERS think that im gd to bully , than go ahead bullying me , i have given up hope on myself ,
If you think im a ROTTEN APPLE ,
Im lazy to continue , im tired ,
I will continue Next TIME
So , thanks for wasting almost , 10-20mins of time reading this CRAPS ,
Bye ,
