HELLO GUYS :)
Jus here to say hw m i tis few days ,
All i cn say is , i don knw wad happened to mi and i don knw why , im feelin very weird tis few days , All im thinkin rite inside my head is ,
Do True Fwens reali exist ?
Do Thy Reali Be Thr For Eu NO MATTER WHAT ?!
I don knw , Im very confuse , Seriously , Coz , Althought all of eu always saw my Happy side , Bt deep inside my Heart , Im thinkin , Am I REALLY YOUR ' FWEN ' ? Coz i don feel that im important whn im wif eu guys ? I feel that All those SH!TS ! that eu all told mi is FADING AWAY ! Everyone Seems to be TELLIN MI LIES ! BackStabbin , Betrayin Mi ! Im Very confuse , idkw , Ppl Lie to be wif fwens , Ppl jus don tend to be themselves whn thy are wif fwens who DON REALLY TREAT THEM LIKE FRIENDS !
Im Reali very very dissapoint in all of you , MY CLOSE FWENS , Are always makin mi feel that , im less important in their life , and wads important to them is , Being in a R/S . Comparin Themselves . Im jus seriously very sad nw , Im sad nw , BT NO ONE ! NT EVEN ONE ! know that im sad , All the lies eu guys told mi , You guys said , ' I be thr For eu no matter wad ' . Now , WHR THE HACK IS ALL OF EU ? WHR ? , I don knw , My trust in all my fwen is seriously FADING ! FADING ! Family Is INDEED important , Wifout My family i don think im wad im today , Bt most importantly , fwens .... I DON KNW I REALI DON KNW ! ITS LIKE ! Shooooooooooo .... Its like someone say in , ' Oh , Eu askin mi bout ur trust ? hmmms , i think i misplace it , i think i left in in the Drain , Go find it in the Drain , ' Or mayb its like , Eu gave thm sumtink reali important , sumtink that is very important to you , You gave it to thm , Coz eu trust thm too much , and in the end eu get the answer ' OHMYGOD ! i think i lost it ? Oh dear ! i think i left it in the dustbin ? in the drain ? in the taxi ? in the train ? in the hawker centre , or mayb my mum wash it together wif all the others clothes , ? ' . Its like whn eu hear tis , Ur heart is like , ' I TRUST EU SO MUCH ! And all eu cn tell mi is YOU LOST IT ? And SAY SORRY ? Its VERY VALUABLE TO ME ! BT I DON KNW EU , COZ THATS WAD MAKE OUR FWENSHIP STRONG ! AND NOW , ALL YOU CAN SAY TO ME IS , I LOST IT ? ..... Do you knw hw much it means to me ? If eu don like it , Give it back to me , Don throw it , i can keep it for memories , Jus don throw it and im happy , ' .... i knw hw much i say here , Nth helps , Coz no1 CARES ! NO ONE GIVE A SH!T BOUT IT ! All i wanna do NOW is do well For EOY ! And that's That's . I wan to go back to the time whn both my results and my fwen who are always REALLY thr for mi , ... I guess wadever i say or i do will changed anitink , coz nothing cn CHANGE UR MIND ! Nvm , No point typin so much and no1 understand , That's It for today post ,
BYE ! Pls don Taqqed if eu don really wan to taq , Coz i wan sincere taq , Nt jus a taq that makes mi happy by readin it , i seriously need COUSIN NOW ! EILEEN COUSIN ! I WANNA TALK TO YOU ! :( , I miss MARIA SUSAN HANSEN ! How i wish you are wif mi nw :( ...
Tata , i wont say take cares , Coz no1 cares ,
DO NOT VIEW MY BLOG IF YOU NOT HAPPY WIF MY BLOG , THN F*** OFF , coz eu are nt wanted in my blog , i don welcome ppl who are nt happy wif mi , ....
P.s ;
I seriously HATE LIARS ! SERIOUSLY ! AND i hate BACKSTABBERS ! LIAR ! AHHHH ! JUS F***in get out of my life ! ..........
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